Hi Cynde.. I like your “timex” analogy!! I was also told I was incurable, but that does not mean life is over. When told I was incurable the Dr told me, in the same breath, I had 6 month to a year, if I was lucky. Seven months later a PET scan came back cancer free, the Dr called me a miracle. No, I’m not “cured” nor will I ever be but I’m determined not to let this run my life or determine how or when my time is up. Hope you can sleep while taking the steroids, it’s a bugger. I had the same problem sleeping but my neighbors were very understanding when I was mowing their driveways at 2am, “Oh, never mind, it’s just that crazy neighbor on steroids”, LOL.. Never give up, your doing fine..