@tats Feel positive and enjoy any and all gains you make against cancer and try not to have survivors guilt.....because as long as there are people who ARE getting better, there's always hope for even the sickest now and in the future. After all, I'm a breast cancer survivor (so far) and if I hadn't lived there would be no one to care for my husband now. What we need is more survivors.....we can't let cancer win this thing. You are a kind person. Hugs and good luck.