Hi Maria! Just a word: I found a NeuroPsychiatrist many years ago who correctly diagnosed my Bipolar II and OCD. The best thing I ever did!!! They can look at your brain AND mind issues. The med she recommended (Lithiobid/Lithium) is exactly what I needed and I've been taking for 33 years! Maybe you can find this kind of doctor - in any case, DON'T GIVE UP!! Praying for you. Sharon