I do find some days worse then others. I also have a rare muscle disease that makes it hard to move. I have to keep moving or it hurts to get up, then I have to start all over again to make then move. If I do too much then I can’t move. So I am struggling with this along with OCD, Germaphobic, panic attacks and anxiety. I am not lying when I say I know what your going through (I know you didn’t say that but sometimes people say it and they really don’t have any idea what the person is going through). I have learned that Life is short and I need to be able to function. I say things to myself to keep me going like... Kim your ok, Kim you can do this, Kim don’t be a wimp there are people worse then me. So these and others sayings I say when days are tough. I hope you can find your strength whether it be sayings, writing, or doing it just for you💕. I don’t know if any of this makes sense but hope you at least know you are not alone and that you are Strong 💪🏻💪🏻. Hang in there we are here for you.