Am sorry Barbbie, my condolences for the painful loss of your dear husband so soon. Thank you for taking your time to share your experience. No words can take away your sorrows. but God will hold you by your hand in all your life. Believing in God has helped me so much without trusting him i would have not been here to share. What an experience of love and sorrow you experienced. You are great woman of virtue who fulfilled the desire of your husband to die at home. He must be proud you wherever he is looking at what you did. Everything happens for a purpose.I will surely open up to another new level of faith. Remember me and my children in your prayers. God bless you and looking forward to know how you are coping up.