@fiesty76, I am sorry for your loss. I also lost a dear friend and neighbor about six months ago to prostate cancer. I find that it gives me joy when I think about him I always conjure up a mental picture of his smile. He had the greatest sense of humor and loved to find what tweaks you and pull your chain. The smile on his face put everything into perspective and was one that I will always remember.

I've found a favorite go to site to help with keep a positive focus - https://www.resilientoption.com/