@rossjt I know what you mean. I was ok and only had anxiety, until I had my 9 hour back surgery, low blood pressure and low Hemaglobin. I ended up with a red cell blood infusion. I finally made it home after 7 days, but now depressed. Wear a brace and can't do much of anything. My husband has been so good. He still works out of our house and takes care of me. It has been very stressful. Take care and if you can, I can do puzzle's on the computer, but so far been to tired once I get through Mayo Connect. My thought will be with you. Depression is an illness and very inherited. Jeanie