@gaylea1, This is absolutely dreadful. I am so sad to hear how much you are hurting. I know that you are disappointed.
This is not a good time for questions, but please ask the doctor why this happens to you.

I hope tomorrow is the beginning of a better time for you. I am going to venture out tomorrow and attend early mass at my parish. I have been "attending live-online and been impressed with the safety protocol, plus in my area the COVID19 is at a low volume. I will remember you in my prayers.