Grammad Hello Amen to this. Sometimes I get scared that my boyfriend might hurt me cause I asked him to separate. He seems ok with it but my PTSD comes out. I start hiding things that I do not want to be broken when he leaves. I get all these scary feelings for no reason. I learned about COdependency. I am in some good groups. By the way, I have protection all over my home too. I guess my PTSD from the past is coming out. People know not to mess with me too much.