@runnergirl I fully understand your handle now. I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your running, I imagine that has been extremely difficult. I might recommend joining this discussion where you can (re)introduce yourself and share your love of running marathons to connect with others with similar losses and feelings.

-Member Neuropathy Journey Stories: What's Yours?:
https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/member-neuoropathy-journey-stories-whats-yours/
Again, welcome. I'm glad you found Connect!