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Well, then. This made me cry....No, my sister had a random email or FB thing and forwarded it to me. IF I did not have to work life would be much easier. But when all you feel like is a paycheck to keep the household going, as my husband has medical issues that do not allow him to work as a full time plumber any longer, it is a requirement to keep going.
I think back on those fabulous creatures we apparently were both blessed to work with and smile. But there are no groups close to where I live that will work out because of my job and the random hours, shifts I get. Making a commitment to something like that is just not realistic, and not keeping my word is not something I can live with.
Some days are easier than others. The hard days oftentimes overwhelm but if I give in, my little family will be in some jeopardy and that is the chain that keeps me here. If they were not, I do not know if I would be. I SO appreciate this safe place.
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@santolina When people have asked me to name the favorite time of of my life, immediately I say, that time spent with animals, especially my horses. I worked 7 days a week, from 4AM to 8PM, or later. I learned so much, and received so much in return. I worked in all kinds of weather, from 110 degrees to below zero, rain, snow, mud, tornadoes. Like you, the horses came first, from who ate to who was taken care of. I understand where you come from, really I do. Now, although you hung your spurs up with the horses, I can read the same resolve.
Find something that matters to you, something that will let you focus even for a short time, on something positive. Can you volunteer to help with a reading program for kids that uses animals to talk to? Be gentle on yourself, give your time as you can. How about a rescue group of some kind [no, you cannot bring them all home! ;)) ]
A long time ago there was a saying that showed up, and is now on my bulletin board. "there is no strong light without shadow". You're worth finding that light.
Ginger