I'm with you Jeff. It took me a couple of years to iron out my thoughts and come to the conclusion and acceptance that you've stated. Now, my sights are set on my own inner being which as you say is hard work. Agreed...its a 24/7 job. Some days I'm an exemplary employee and other days I'm exhausted from the battle and I call in sick.

Hey - thanks for providing strength and clarity through your posts. Great to have you on board.