I'm so glad to hear from someone that goes through the same things as me. My husband joined right after 9/11 and he moved all the way up to special forces Black ops. And he got injured very badly. So you know all the side effects from all that stuff. I will enjoy having conversations with y'all if you want to continue. Instead of going through this page you can private message me. you have literally been the first person and I texted or messaged that knows literally everything I go through on a daily basis thank you very much. Please email me