I had cdiff five times til they did a transplant and I never recovered, can't remember simple words, for instance, the other day I fixed pancakes and as I sat to eat I couldn't remember the word pancake. I sat there scared and my husband looked at me not knowing what to say. This is everyday and to make matters worse I have a brain tumor but they say that isn't causing this. Right in the middle of a conversation I can't remember what I was talking about, total black out. I have had heart attacks, cancer, fibro, CFS and now this brain tumor facing surgery and Cdiff is stuck in my head forever. I have told every doc and the neurologists say it is vestibular migraines. I don't trust any of them