@karen00 sweetie I’m so happy that what I wrote touched you. We are all in this together and to support each other and it’s a privilege and an honor to be there for you and I’m sure we’ll help each other. Just a thought to share, you should be proud of yourself whenever you overcome a situation and things go well. Always celebrate that and use it as a motivation for when things go bad remember it can and will get better 😊what stood out is the person you rely on. Don’t put more on your plate, don’t take on his problems, you have enough to deal with. Maybe it’s time to change that? I cannot pretend that I have the solutions for you and only you knows what needs to be done. But I can promise you one thing overcome your fears and eliminate all negativity from your life as you’ll be surprised of how much this will help your physical condition. I’m here for you if you’d like to share more or feel like talking about it. Please remember you have the power to change your situation and fear creeps on us and thrives on our insecurities but once we face it we discover it’s powerless. Please try and put yourself first and if anyone cares for you they’ll want you to do that for they’d want to minimize your suffering. Sending you loads of love and healing hugs.