@sandytoes14 - I am so sorry for your loss as well. My husband has an aunt who had many miscarriages and they never did have any children. I think adoption was just not something they were interested in. I think it's an extra special way to give AND receive a wonderful miracle a life they wouldn't necessarily have otherwise. Congratulations on keeping the weight off. I seriously hope I keep mine off! I've been about the same weight now for almost a year so I'm hoping this is where I stay. Happy holidays to you!