well,the embarrassment for one... (blush). and the fact that there will be an electrode in my back, thru the sacrum,, and done by my urologist and not my neurologist.. and I don't want that 'box stimulater in my body either. so, I guess just everything. I got my insurance figured out so I"m going to try drugs again. After my fall last autumn, , I've been having problems again. My urologist did not even look at my bladder sling. Getting to the point I don't like him.....not sure there would have been anything he could do anyway with it. The fall really messed my body up in many ways.