Hello rcjk, You helped already. I have never met so many, sincere, caring People. It does my heart good! For me it means so much. I have PTSD and I know you all are sincere. Meeting your husband was a "Love Story." I to try to do funny things to make him laugh, make sure his laundry is done, Healthy good meals. He seldom shows feelings, I will look into the Post Intensive site, April. My husband is not protective I used to be able to handle that because I was Independent. I worry also about what this does to him. I always say "I'm sorry" "I feel so guilty" I took know it's not Logical. I'm tryingcnot to do that but he is not a communicator, I am. What is he thinking? It was nice meeting you. Wishing you both a Happy Day!