@peach414144 Im so happy to hear you are still keeping a sense of humor that is great . Im sorry to hear about your eyes You can howl all you want we deserve to do what ever we want except rob a bank lol It is what it is so just keep babying yourself with massages bubble baths and whatever your drink is . Life does go on maybe not as we wish it to be but it does . Sounds like your doing the best you can . take care have a good day . Theres always hope some days we cant see it but its there . ???