A little diary book of mine I found recently, with the page dated 1998 was a shocker for me. All the things I mentioned are still part of my life...struggle with: eating issues, exercise goals, depression and on ...how discouraging but funny at the same time. I guess I have moved on a little if I can laugh at that. Laughter is truly the best medicine for me. And music, although it has to be the right kind.