Hi. I’m suffering too from depression and I have since I was about 12 years old and now I’m 60 years old, so I understand how you feel! One of my sisters is married to a man who is abusing me emotionally, psychologically. I’m focusing on myself, I’m sorry for that. What I was trying to say is that you’re not alone and there are lots of people with depression. I understand you and I’m sending you a big hug!!!!