Hello @smilie. What @parus said it so true, "Sometimes waiting for these feelings of desperation to go away is the best we can do." You are here on Connect. That is a good thing. You are reaching out to others. That is another good thing. Be cautious that you are not discounting these connections you are making. They really are important to the healing process. And please remember, coming out of depression is a process. It is a process of focus, reaching out to others, expressing your feelings.

Keep posting. We are here to lend a supportive ear!