@aliali I'm sorry about your Dad as many have said grief isn't on a timetable just work through it day by day Your lucky to have had your Dad as long as you did My Dad died when I was 6 and I don't remember much about him but one thing sitting on his lap listening to the old Philco radio so just remember the happy times with your Dad now 😊 grief in time will subside but you never forget I haven't.Im76