@scrollsbc Good morning and welcome to Mayo Clinic Connect. We're glad you found us. First off, thank you for your service. Your response is a breath of fresh air, to hear how you continue to overcome your past. We each have our own journey, and finding just the right combination to winning can be tiring, and difficult. Like you said, "don't give up". I am encouraged to hear your positivity, as it really hits home for me personally this morning. You are absolutely right, we are worth it, and we matter! Here's a cup of coffee/tea/hot chocolate raised in toast to all of us on this incredible journey, grieving what cannot be replaced but determined to make our lives the best we can.
Ginger