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Post ICU Nightmares / Hallucinations

Intensive Care (ICU) | Last Active: Jun 16 1:51am | Replies (36)

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@donna562

@trauma57, thank you for adding your experience to this thread. I was intubated/trached and in a coma for 7 weeks this summer due to Covid. I did not know I was being intubated, and had no chance to prepare or ask questions. The dreams I had while unconscious are still so vivid, 5 months later. I still can't tell if some of them were dreams or reality, but some of them were clearly rooted in what was happening around me. (For instance, I thought that a team of nurse's aides were following me around town, popping up to say "Mrs Smith, do you know where you are?") The most common denominator was that I was paralyzed in the dreams; I was propped against things or laying down while things happened around me. I wonder if you were unable to move in your dreams?

I try to think of the positive: we had an experience that most people will never know. (Not one we would have chosen, of course, but still unique!) I am no longer afraid of dying as I knew I was dying in my dreams, and was at peace. I also have such a heart for the other Covid-19 sufferers going through their own ICU experience. I hope to be a volunteer resource for families at my local hospital, once we're able to do that again. I hope you are doing well!

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Thank you for sharing your experience. I did and still at times struggle with reality here or there issues. I learned to look at coping tools such as my walker i did not have before, to make sure it is now. Funny I also had dreams of not being able to use my legs, perhaps it was being medicated so much. I was given heavy sedatives daily. It was difficult at best. I think it is fantastic you want to volunteer. I want to help through a support group after I am much better mentally at processing. Take care.