Forgive me for my rant last-night- And Thank you for sharing your experience with me- it seems so wrong to call something an emergency room and have to wait so long. And true going forward is the only option no-matter how long they make you wait or the cancer spreads.

Last night I learned a lot. Im young in the Lord and i have a lot of growing up to do. i know we’ll never be perfected this side of life and that sure showed last night.
I know in my Heart that Christ is before all things and that all things hold together IF your resting in him. Last-night i was not. I was researching for answers till after midnight - wondering why none of his docs seem capable of making a decision or seem like they are fighting for him and i was telling my dad he needs to call his docs latenight number and let him know your still waiting. (Ugh such bad advise 🙁 ... I was so worked up i was ready to drive up and let someone there know.. im a few hours away.
But God is faithful and a thought popped in my head, what makes you think your dad is more precious to me than the person sitting next to him there. So i was calmed some by that thought. And I stopped and tried to sleep.
Woke at 4 though tried to get info but apparently they were in a basement with no means to communicate. SO i had a long night of learning... im reading through a book to seek and to save - daily reflections on the road to the cross by Sinclair B Ferguson. I saw myself lastnight in someone i was reading about This past week. Luke 10:38-42 the very different sisters - mary and Martha i was acting like Martha. Overwhelmed and not focused on the Lord. But He is growing me up. Very publicly 😊here. Im humbled and im grateful. For His word this little place and His faithful reminders that keep me in check!
I still have to talk to my parents on what the docs decided. Ill update as soon as i find out. Thanks for putting up with me ❤️

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