Catmom777 Good day I hope today is better for you .As @2011panic said everyday is a new beginning to look forward to You can get lit of bed ,you can eat just those simple things and grandkids are the best thing to look forward to There is still alot of living to do don't let the pain or any uggles raise there ugly head you can beat them down just have faith in yourself 🙏💪💯 you are strong We have a gratitude group on here @debbraw started it always look up have a blessed day