AARP has a senior job list. Also there are other places that have senior job assist. Is there an Agency on the Aged where you live now? Do a job search online. Just don't fall for any that want you to send money. I understand how easy it is to make a decision by following your heart and not your mind. If you are able there are classes in public school systems for seniors. Depression lies it blocks your mind until you give up. Stay strong.