@becsbuddy, Dear Becky, my heart just aches for you. You are such a spirit lifter for the rest of us that it is just a cryin' shame that you are feeling blue at the moment.

I first teased my daughter & family when they lived in Evanston, IL about a teensy house for the bkyd. Got a good laugh because their yard was no larger than a postage stamp. Much more yd space in the new Boulder yard but have yet to mention a "grammer spot".

I'd long thought that when I sold this home of nearly 50 yrs, I wanted to just make "one more move" and that into a sr. living estbl. that would provide additinal care as needed. With the Covid-19 outbreak, that now has me back at the drawing board to consider other options. Stay in place here as long as possible with home aid when it becomes needed; maybe a rental duplex or small garden home...who knows.

I know you to be a very enterprising and motivated person...who else but You started our wonderful walking cizer clan??? And have kept us going (thankfully!) beyond the suggested 12 week program????? In my book you are the "cat's meow" and deserve to be purring not feeling uncertain about your current situation or next steps. Not a bit of "pity party" coming to me from your post. More just disappointed and searching for the next options available. Sending you my very best wishes that once your initial disappointment with children passes a bit, you'll start putting your great brain to work on finding a solution that suits you better.

Now if you want pointers on how to do a pity party Texas style....just ask...very gentle hugs and smiles cybering your way.