Hi @dianrib-- I feel your pain as if it were my own and wish I could find words to ease it for you. It must be so hard to lose your husband after so many years. Please know though that you do have people to turn to and who care about you even though we cannot see each other. Is it possible that your concern about your mind is as a result of depression rather than some form of dementia?
Please keep in touch with us at Connect and let us try to support you as you are going through this very difficult time-we really are here for you my friend!
Best Wishes
Ainsleigh