Well, life can have a way of throwing curves. What more can we say at times other than “keep trying”. Back up regroup and be safe in my woman’s cave. Stress does make everything else much worse. Time to take a break from the madding world. Breaking out the headphones and sketch pad rather than body slamming someone... no, I would not do such. This is how upset I am and the feeling is harming me. My mantra is, “ I am only responsible for my behavior”. Such a lapse in progress will become easier with repetition.