Hi, @pigletpmd - welcome to Mayo Clinic Connect. You have for sure been through many very difficult experiences, with the marital separation, losing a job due to anxiety keeping you from going in to work, and being in danger of losing your house and filing for bankruptcy. That is a lot to have on your mind.

I'd like to call in some others who may have some input for you with these worries that are quite real in your life right now, and even a small bit of suicidal ideation creeping in. Please meet @hopeful33250 @lioness @gailb @becsbuddy @kdo0827 @grandmar @thankful.

Are you feeling safe right now? Do you have a psychiatrist or counselor you can reach out to for some support with all you are dealing with?