Thanks for sharing your story, @thequeenjaida, and welcome!
Vistaril (hydroxyzine) is used for short-term treatment of the symptoms of anxiety and tension or as an alternative to other habit-forming anxiety medications. Here’s some more information: https://www.mayoclinic.org/drugs-supplements/hydroxyzine-oral-route/description/drg-20311434

@thequeenjaida, do you have to take this medication everyday, or can you take it "as needed”? Have you experienced any side effects?