I do understand your feelings of sometimes not wanting to wake up in the morning. What you have to do is look in the mirror, talk it out and then you tell yourself I matter. I make a difference. People love, care and depend on me. For me I say “Satan you are NOT going to control me and I’m not going to believe your lies! Not today Satan, not today!! I grab my journal and I make myself come up with 5 things I’m grateful for. Some days the list is full of great things and some days I can only come up with things like coffee, my chair, etc. We are all here to reach out to and I’m here anytime you want to chat!