Battling those "down in the dumps" moments as many can do. I come to connect for some social life and learn what has helped others. Still learning ways to cope. Still finding distraction is my strongest skill. I see a therapist again next Monday. I get irritated easily and not sure as to why. Not wanting to be around others-except my grandson. His 4 year old play world becomes our special place. I want him to have happy memories of me. I am the only family my son has that he sees. Sad what his 2 older siblings are missing. Their choice as they are both only 10 minutes away. They only show up when there is something in it for them-there is and they just can't see it through their materialistic eyes.