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Mood Swings Extreme highs and lows

Posted by iwishiwasanon @iwishiwasanon, Dec 14, 2018

One day I am so happy i'm dancing and singing around the house the next I do nothing but sleep and cry, sometimes there's not even a day between the low and high. One second I'm super happy the next I'm feeling like I could end my life. I've been diagnosed with three different anxiety disorders as well as depression, PTSD, and OCPD.

I have no clue whats going on with me but I am extremely scared, I lose my healthcare in a month so talking to my doctor about it is basically out of the question. Can someone please help me understand whats going on with me? I'm feeling really helpless

When I'm at my lowest points I get so suicidal it scares me and when i'm feeling somewhat normal again I can't believe i'd even have those thoughts. There is no in-between I'm either insanely happy or planning to end it all. If anyone can relate or has a solution please help me.

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lioness | @lioness | Dec 16, 2018
In reply to @healthytoday "Interesting thought. I'd recommend Donna Eden and David Feinstein to you." + (show)
@healthytoday

Interesting thought. I'd recommend Donna Eden and David Feinstein to you.

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@healthytoday I love Donna Eden heard her many times I,ve been with Nick Ortner through all 10 world summits Ive taken some workshop from Nancy Eubal

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lioness | @lioness | Dec 16, 2018
In reply to @healthytoday "Interesting thought. I'd recommend Donna Eden and David Feinstein to you." + (show)
@healthytoday

Interesting thought. I'd recommend Donna Eden and David Feinstein to you.

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@healthytoday I dont know where my reply went but I have heard d Donna Eden and others I,ve tapped for 10 yrs off@on Ive listened to all 10 World Summits Nick had

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Lisa Lucier, Moderator | @lisalucier | Dec 16, 2018
In reply to @iwishiwasanon "Thank you so much for responding to me, you have no clue how much it means..." + (show)
@iwishiwasanon

Thank you so much for responding to me, you have no clue how much it means to me
-It can be, but it'll cost money, money me nor my family have, I get free healthcare until I'm 18 in the state I live in, that's why it's ending
-I was diagnosed at the end of 2015, so three years ago
-My anxiety was so extreme I was picking at my skin, mostly around my nails, most of the time to the point of bleeding and it was becoming noticeable, I was also suffering anxiety attacks weekly, hyperventilating, dissociating, ect. My mom had me seek treatment and I was then put in an outpatient hospital
-I'm 17, I'll be 18 in February, my insurance doesn't overlap into that month due to my birthday being at the beginning of the month

I'm sure this is important too, for the past few years I have nightmares almost nightly, I'm thinking about seeing the cost of EMDR therapy for my PTSD.

I live in a pretty rural area, it takes about 40-45 minutes to get to any big city from here.
I'm scared to talk to my doctor, I know I probably shouldn't be but I can't help it, I can't stand talking about my feelings face to face with anyone.

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Hi, @iwishiwasanon - just wanted to check in with you and see how you're feeling today? Did you have any nightmares last night?

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