@I thank you Lioness for your concern and advice. Yes, I see now it will take a very long time. I was giving up when I pushed myself to look it up on the internet and wow. It really does take much time. I am pushing hard to get there but I have never, never had it this tough to get at least a little bit better. I will not allow myself to give up but damn it is very hard to do. As a smile is forced onto my face.