Thanks for your response. I was on fluoxetine and lamictal, I would say my major illness has just been depression and anxiety, no specific cause really. I attempted suicide 2 years ago and haven't been suicidal for these past 2 years, but do have flashbacks a lot. I have briefly talked about PTSD with my therapist but not in depth. I was on all different antidepressants for about 6 years, but i feel like they never helped.