We too were in our early 50s with a lifetime of travel, and so many things that were left undone. I close my eyes and pray that this is a dream and that when I wake he will be lying next to me. There was many a time that we couldn't believe how this could happen to us. We thought we had lived our lives well and yet here we are in the middle of this nightmare. Now I'm expected to move forward. Dont know how and if I want to. The pain, the hurt is unbearable.