@rlealsan It is a struggle each day, and eventually you will find little glimmers of grief lightening up. Do not be discouraged, as the process is ongoing. Our senses will catch a smell, or sound, or see something that reminds you of him, and the grief feels new again. It is a message from him, to let you know he is still watching over you. Your strength was something he saw, and knew you would be so sad but strong to survive. We are here for you.
Ginger