I miss our moments and that is the hardest time of the day. I cant even make dinner because I break down. So it's been cereal which is fine. That's all I ate towards the end because he wasnt eating much. When I would cry when we were at the hospital he would tell me I was stronger than what I thought I was. But I have never felt so weak and hopeless in my whole life. I am trying to move forward, I have started looking for work ...have a couple of interviews scheduled and pray I dont break down during the interview. I too am trying day by day and sometime minute by minute..I cant do more than that.