There are so many things in my story, really its hard to pinpoint what caused all this or a combination of things.. for a long time i suspected the double antibiotics and omeprazole as they have been known to cause psychiatric symptoms even bipolar and depression... then i began suspecting if i had been allergic to the anesthesia or something went wrong during endoscopy.. sometimes i think it was the sudden trauma ... i have no clue.. the psych meds didnt help and further complicated the situation... i am not even seeing a moment of respite.. as a last resort i am considering a repeat endoscopy and ect.. of ect i am v v afraid but cant go on living like this either