@gingerw Hi Ginger, thanks for helping. I have fibromyalgia, rheumatoid arthritis, and heart failure. I was just diagnosed with heart failure on Monday. So everything seems to be unreal right now. I’m only 61. The fibro is acting up worse than it ever has. I haven’t cried or screamed- I think I’m in denial. My brother acts like nothing is wrong- oh I have mild diabetes. He goes to grocery store and comes home with a cake! Exactly what I don’t need! Oh well, all I can do is be good to me!