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Chronic Pain | Last Active: Oct 29 9:41am | Replies (592)

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@lorettat

Honestly I have to get down right hateful almost demanding with them. I am a meth addict and I am stereotyped for that alone. I am a ,or was ,a functioning addict. I worked hard, I didn't go around stealing to support my habit, and I don't go to walmarts at 4 a.m. and turn the carts upside down and take the wheels off of them for no apparent reason; I only take the wheels off of the ones that had an apparent reason, lol! I am educated, worked in a professional stage paid my bills and even went to church on Sunday. But no matter what I did or didn't do when I get sick and hurt I have to go phyco on doctors before they figure out I'm serious. I guess I'm just too passive / aggressive and I feel like I have a big sign pinned to my forehead that says I'm a junkie... Watch out, or something. So I'm probably not the person to ask that question of. I wish I could help but I just usually do what the doctors tell me to until I blow up. No good life handling skills, but for me it is usually affective. Maybe it's because I do try to try everything they recommend first and they see that,but sometimes I just ain't feeling very cooperative and I hurt and I want it to stop NOW!!!! Anyways, maybe just to be patient with your doctors we have enough on our plates we don't need to and they don't want to add addiction to our list. I promise when I was in second grade and my teacher asked what I wanted to be when I grew up my answer was not a junkie. I was born with the desease. My dad was the town drunk and 90% of my family on both side were alcoholics as well. I got up on my high and mighty horse and told the world I wasn't going to be like my dad, and I'm not a drunk don't even drink but God showed me to climb off that horse and have some empathy for others you never know what you might become. Never say never and always say thank you

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@lorettat
Even though I personally have no experience of addiction in my family or my life, you have my sincerest sympathy for what you face . The fact that you grew up among addicts coupled with the fact that you may have genetically inherited addictive tendencies yourself means that when you were developing as a youth you were likely imprinted for life with the addictions you were witness to during that time. You grew up with a no win situation. You should feel no blame for any of this, there is no fault here. It's just a very sad set of circumstances and for you to be struggling with this your whole life and be as lucid-sounding as you are is a testament to your character. Best, Hank