Oh @liyana! I'm so sorry to hear about all that you're going through. Managing a condition like MCTD is a tough journey, but I want you to know that you don’t have to do it alone. It’s horrible to feel frightened and alone. But I sure like your attitude of trying to figure things out and also listen to others. Often, that is all one needs – to be heard and to be acknowledged – to feel better.

While you wait to see your doctor on Nov. 14th, would you consider seeing a counselor or a therapist? I'm glad you're part of this group; please know that you're in a good place to get the support you need.