@mayo337xxx
Well it’s good that you’re married at least your wife can help you out. Can she hide,lock up some of the various items you shouldn’t be drinking?
Are you willing to start your taper over again?
Have you gone to your physician and asked him about retapering off this drug?
My guess is you’ll have tapered too quickly and probably had side effects and if you do I would increase it some and then decrease it at a slower rate. These medications can be tapered off of withdrawal free if they’re done slowly. Your brain needs time to adjust.
I hope you’re not taking 200 mg a day for sleep. Are you aware this medication can cause diabetes 2? It is not recommended by the manufacturer to taken for sleep problems?
Jake