@lla2019 I could not tolerate the person I had become on those type of medications and Seroquel was one of them. I too am dealing with resentment towards past doctors as well as family members over the harm they did and how they would not listen. Done with that life!!! I do have PTSD and do see therapist at times. I am thankful to be out from under that veil of darkness and I won't go back even with threats. 10 years of my life wasted and harm done to my body and mind that won't heal. I can once again drive and do some of the things I love and enjoy. Physical pain is now the biggest hurdle and about all I can do is crawl under rather than jump. I have the will to live again and do not sit in a fog waiting to die.
I believe you are doing what you need to do for yourself and I do not see it as wrong. Stay with it!!!! Many here will be cheering you on!!