John, I am right there with you. I am usually the one giving the kindness/help. However having said that, a few months ago I had my car in the shop. I was told I needed 2 tires in the back of my car. Trying to hold my tears back (remember I am withdrawing from the antidepressant from he'll, effexor) I knew I had no money at the time for new tires. Long story short, a lady there anonymously paid for those tires and left, her car having been repaired. I was so shocked. I was the one always doing for others, now here she had helped me.
I had to keep the perspective that just like me, she was a helper, but this time she was helping me. Since I always want my help accepted, I knew I had to accept her help. It didn't take me but a minute to be grateful. I still am grateful. There is no way I could have paid for 2 tires in one month. Smiling at you John, Bright Wings