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DiscussionDissociative identity disorders (DID) from vicious childhood abuse
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@parus
I'm sorry to see that your doctor is not compatible for you. Is she a therapist, psychiatrist, or physician? I know i have had to try more than one therapist and physician in the past as i just couldn't open up to some of them. To me, when you feel that way it's your intuition telling you that you're not ready for issues she may want you to explore. It's OK and you should pay attention to your feelings. Look for another person to talk to if you can. First, you must feel safe before you can explore, and clearly you don't with her. Please trust yourself, and feel better.
I'm sorry to hear that, @parus. Sometimes just thinking about the past and the frightening things that occured can be scary just in themselves.
Is there anything about her in particular that frightens you, such as her tone of voice/manner of speech, something about her appearance, mannerisms that might remind you of someone harmful in your past? Sending you peace and hope today.