Hi @parus, thank you for your reply. I get it that we all try to do our best. I guess the hardest part is not getting better. You want to be a somewhat "normal" person. And you are right that being in pain almost always, no one understands what that is like, unless they are in a similar way.

This morning, I felt SO good. I texted my family. I felt CURED. Ya right. I was back on the bed at noon and slept 3 hrs. It does not end.